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I Feel

I feel the power17
The dark
The nothingness
I feel the fullness
The depth

Energy

The ever telling story
The instruments of heart

Man made tales
The bridges
The gaps
The sweetness
The strange

All the man made wishes
The troubles
The wind
The change
The power

I feel

 

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How To Find The One

Look for the person that makes you want to be nothing else but yourself.

Look for the person that makes you want to share with them not only all the wonderful things, memories and feelings in your life but also all of your quirks, troubles, worries, bad feelings and memories.

Look for the person that makes you feel like you don’t need to move an inch and they will love you all the same.

Look for the person that makes you feel like you can move a thousand miles and they would love you even more each passing day.

Look for the person that you would love even if they stayed the same and never achieved anything more.

Look for the person that you would love even if they changed their mind about what their purpose was a thousand times.

Look for the person that makes you feel like home.

Look for the person that makes you feel like you somehow suddenly understand. You just know that everything is alright and it can’t be any other way because when you truly know there’s no doubt.

You may look for them a long time or maybe you’ve already given up or sometimes you just make a wish, wait quietly and they come to you.

However it happens, the only way to find them is to start looking for yourself. Who you want to be, what you really like, what story you’d like to tell, what you want to create, to give, to feel, to get, what and who you love.

That is learning to love. And by this learning you’re looking for them. And you find them.

The One

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Tarot Reading for the week February 17-23

Another tarot reading for anyone who is interested. 🙂

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The beginning of the week (Monday & Tuesday):

Although our long-term project may require hard work or great effort, we realise that it will bring us great results. The rewards may already be visible to us at this time. Whether you are just starting, you’re in the middle of a project or you already see some fruit of your work, this card is reminding you that you are on the right track. Just keep going. 

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The middle of the week
(Wednesday, Thursday):

Later this week we will get a confirmation that our work is paying off. There’s good news coming about finances, job or business travel.
Expect it to show up in any way possible!

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The end of the week (Friday, Saturday & Sunday):

The weekend will be the great time to think and reflect. It would benefit us to think about important decisions, our goals and desires. It’s also good time for meditation and prayer. Many of us need to spend time in solitude, studying or recovering.

So this is how our next week will look like. I hope you liked this mini reading. I’d love to hear your perspective. Have a great week everyone. 🙂

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Forever Always Me

16 I like the quiet looks

I like the silent parks

I like the morning softness on my pillow

I like the million noiseless wishes

I like the moments that are still

I like the movements that are fully felt

I like my stupid voices arguing inside

I like me sometimes when I smile in a way

that no one else but me can understand

I like the way it feels when I recall a dream

completely without images

I like when I feel

I like that I feel more than I don’t feel

I like the way I realize things

that others say aren’t there

I like that I know my fears

and that I know what I no longer fear

I sometimes wish I could share all this

other times I like that I’m the only one like me

I guess when I wish that someone understands

my true desire is to see some me in some else

I like that I’m just me

because I wouldn’t know

how anything else feels

that’s why it’s always me

forever always me

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Tarot Reading for the week February 10-16

I thought I would try something new on my blog. And because I love tarot, I’m doing a little reading for all of you who came here and are interested.

The beginning of the week (Monday & Tuesday):

The Tower

This week can bring a sudden event or a big change for some of us. It seems like it’s something necessary at this time to see clearly things that were not obvious to us in the past.

This card may be showing us that there is a problem that needs to be solved. We need to stop for a moment and deal with it so we can go on with our lives.

The middle (Wednesday, Thursday):

Ace of Pentacles

After some obstacles abundance comes our way. Expect it in any form! Most probably it will come from sources that we would not assume were available or probable.

It could be a prize of some kind, a gift, good news or anything positive, unexpected and inspiring.

The end of the week (Friday, Saturday & Sunday):

The Magician

There are so many things available to us right now. We can use all that we collected so far, all the skills, knowledge and talent that we have and move forward.

We are the magicians. If we use our intuition, our abilities and imagination and put it into practice, it will bring us great reward.

So I would say this week is going to be pretty eventful and exciting. I hope you liked the reading. I set the intention that it would be accurate for everyone reading this. Feel free to write your thoughts into comments section. Have a lovely week everyone. 🙂

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Knowing

I know now that I can’t actually really know someone.

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I think I know them but then they don’t understand me, I don’t understand them and all that’s left is silence. Nothing.

I stood there, no words could come out of me. Because of the nothing.

In that moment there was nothing. We stood there looking into each other’s eyes but I saw nothing. I had just a vague memory and no hope. But in the present there was nothing to say nothing to do, nowhere to move. I felt like my body imprisoned me, I felt like nothing I would do or say would mean anything. So I stood there. Nothing.

Only later I felt something. The moments of guilt and regret replaced the moments of sadness.

But those were just moments, the underlying numbness I feel is like a still water. Like it was my nature. But there’s always something missing. Something that would give that water direction. Some unknown force that gives you the sense of knowing. The sense of understanding. Understanding the heart and knowing other hearts.

But I’m on my way. It’s me who can change that. It’s me who has the power to move the water and create a stream. But until I get there, I know I can’t really know anyone. And that’s all right.

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Poem For Today

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She wonders what will start

after the end.

Will choice be hers

or will she depend.

 

She knows she is free

but he likes to play.

When she crushes the cubes,

he’s building from clay.

 

And every time she tries

to live something new,

he gives her the question:

“But what you’re gonna do?”

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My New Poem

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These raw materials,
they emerge from dark
with no attributes.
So they just are.

Shortly they get
by metamorphosis
if for amusement only
an unknown feel of ecstasy.

With affection they flow
towards more love.

Having desire for expression
they offer us the idea
to move forward
effectively.

It’s easy nowadays
to understand them.
No elders needed
now when we’re free.

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Lucy

lucyI’ve always loved black cats. While others spat when they saw a black cat pass in front of them, I always smiled and felt it was the sign that everything was going all right.

When we decided to give home to a cat, I didn’t realise at first that that was finally it. We were going to live with this amazing being full of love. But what else I did not realise was that not only we were choosing her, also she was choosing us.

When we looked at the photos of the cats we were going to choose from, all three of us – my mum, sister and me – agreed: “The black one.”

Her name was Lucy. Even the name was perfect. We couldn’t choose a better name for her ourselves.

As I look on this past year with her, I appreciate her more and more every day. She makes us so happy with her presence.

I love the way her fur smells. I like how when she’s hungry she always comes meowing to me, because I’m the one that feeds her most often. I like how she turns one ear to the side when she hears something. I love how adorable she looks in the evening when it’s dark and her eyes are wide and big. I like that she always finds something worth exploring, even if it is in the same place. I laugh when she jumps on a chair with so much speed, that she moves it across the room.

And as she’s lying in my lap purring and closing her eyes, I know that she appreciates me too.

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The Rain

Today I fell in love with the rain. He’s inviting, not pushing. He’s telling me: “You are free. Free to choose. Free to express your love in whatever way you feel like.”

I can be inside. With the open window just watching him and breathing the fresh fragrant air. Resting.  Just feeling.

Or go out and greet him. Meet with him. Let him kiss me.

So funny we used to be enemies. He was always irritating me with his dark humor when showering me and I was always frowning at him. I didn’t realize they were the showers of love. I just didn’t know his love language. The expression of his love is beautiful and so diverse.  I love the music he makes on the window sill, I love his fragrance of earth and wood forest .

And I love that he is always cool. With everything. Never complaining. Just being here for me.

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